1st of April

Ahh another month has passed by, so long March welcome April. 1st day of is a veri special day because it is April fool's day. I'm gonna have some fun today haha. Nothing more to post at the moment so have a happy April.

'Where are you my love wish you were with me now so i can smile again'

Seraya Love Story...It's Complicated

Its been a few weeks now and i have fallen for another girl again but this time its for real not one of those crush and byes.I have fallen for a few girls already in the past but i wasn't sure was it for real.
First it was a girl named wong xin yee yes it used to be one of my friends girlfriend at first so i did'nt dare to approach her.My friends name is Nico Law Kien Mun but not ong after i've realised that it wasnt real,my heart was playing tricks with me.
Ah! thank god though but not long after i fell for another girl 'Cheok Jia Chern' but someone told me she like me but it was long ago by another friend also 'Low Yue Chiao' but i thought it was a joke but i was young and naive then but now i was the one whom fell for her.LOL, i was so embaressed but during the time i liked her there was another with so much more guts than me also chasing after her, not long after i gave up.Haiz i am such a wimp.
Not long after i gotten over its soon after.And afterwards i thought that i'm over all this girl liking but it never ended afterwards i fell in love during my from 3 year it was with a girl name 'Tham Yeen Sin' and this time i really fell for her with her cute but funny personality,kawaii face and the way she acts it was all such an overwhelming sense of heart burn but also pure enjoyment that has never been felt before in my life.'I Love This Girl' i said to myself and this time its true love i think.But as time passed by i found out that even god forbid me to be with her but i'm leaving out the detail because it just hurts to much.
Now that i'm in a new year a new form and a new life i found another.What do i do this time.Why isist so hard.

Coming to an END.......

Holiday going to be over in about 2 day, 2 night haiz==|| back to school so boring la the rutin is always the same.I just wish that everyday in school would be full of excitement just like in an anime, that would be great to see or maybe i should just get myself in a relationship.Nowadays i havent had the feel for love its like i just lost the emotion, what to do except ordinary rutin my entire life as always.Now i really regretted not full filling my childhood.

HAIZ=.="'

Just Whatever..

People tend to say I'm sorry every time they make a mistake whether is the worst thing that ever happened or the smallest thing possible and hope that everything is going to be find later, but it wont.People tend to remember that what you did was wrong and be even more mad when you say sorry because your not taking responsibility on your own actions.Why am i babbling on about this is because this happened to me, one of my inconsiderate friend try to pull of the same stunt recently.He did something terrible even though it will make me mad and just said sorry after doing it, so if anyone when you do something wrong don't just apologize make an effort on how to avoid hurting a friends feeling and be hated by it.This is a very good way to strengthen a friendship or maybe a relation.

One more thing to add to it, I'm going to take this opportunity to make an apology to anyone i have lied to in the past or maybe did something bad to so 'I"M SORRY' and i will make it a duty to no let it happen again.Anyone that read this remember hurting a friend on the inside is worst that what ever beating your friend can take.


'That's hows Randy. C'SS It'{thanks for reading}