tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-65365877975957880932024-03-19T06:21:56.298-03:00MiNd:SoUl:bODy L0St In D@rkN322My M3L0Dy Of Lif3 Pl@y5 On & On TiLL It All EnDsRandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.comBlogger19125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-63410422977915351692010-04-08T09:18:00.002-03:002010-04-08T09:26:32.600-03:00How does things turn out.<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">Far away in the oceans mid</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;"> Away from you and away from me</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">But the attraction i have had never faded</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;"> No matter where you be</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">Now I'm force to see you</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;"> Over and over till my hearts beat stood</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">But you just walk past me</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;"> Never hearing my cries for thee</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">Wherever you may be i can always see,</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;"> A picture of you smiling in me</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">And the day comes when you can hear</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;"> My heart beating so quickly</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">Although the truth i have ever spoken of</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;"> I kept it alive on the spot</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">No matter how i urn to speak my heart</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;"> I have kept it secret from the start</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;"></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">Now this is where i end my chapter</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;"> A love so strong that keeps me fluster</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">When i see you with another</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;"> I cry......not long after</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: webdings;">♥</span><br /><br /> <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">By:Randy S (To a special other)</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> >hope that you read this </span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-1693131953978117112010-04-04T19:15:00.002-03:002010-04-04T19:24:52.239-03:00Love is everywhere<span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: arial;"> <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> It has been about six month since i got over my previous crush on someone in SMKTS now but i'm afraid that i might be falling for another and I'm not sure is it the best for me now seeing that i have no guts in dealing with this kind of things in school.Man i don't know what should i do now, if only i wasn't so afraid of what she might think or what others may think of me after ward's. </span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: arial; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> It's so complicated for me....arghhhhh!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> Thinking of you makes my heart soar,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Seeing that smile of yours,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> I leap about some more,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Stepping into the flame of my heart,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> Longing for you to see me,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Will this heartache ever be mended,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> Or my fate twisted with ease,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">I know you can never see me for the light,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> But i hope that you can see me fight,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">A fight with myself to make things right,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> A fight through the end,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">A LOVE FIGHT.</span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-39296736545385797482010-03-31T19:01:00.002-03:002010-03-31T19:04:41.688-03:001st of April<span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Ahh another month has passed by, so long March welcome April. 1st day of is a veri special day because it is April fool's day. I'm gonna have some fun today haha. Nothing more to post at the moment so have a happy April.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">'Where are you my love wish you were with me now so i can smile again'</span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-90417083264832775032010-03-28T07:40:00.003-03:002010-03-28T10:16:09.536-03:00Seraya Love Story...It's Complicated<span style="font-family: webdings;"> <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> Its been a few weeks now and i have fallen for another girl again but this time its for real not one of those crush and byes.I have fallen for a few girls already in the past but i wasn't sure was it for real.</span></span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> First it was a girl named wong xin yee yes it used to be one of my friends girlfriend at first so i did'nt dare to approach her.My friends name is Nico Law Kien Mun but not ong after i've realised that it wasnt real,my heart was playing tricks with me.</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> Ah! thank god though but not long after i fell for another girl 'Cheok Jia Chern' but someone told me she like me but it was long ago by another friend also 'Low Yue Chiao' but i thought it was a joke but i was young and naive then but now i was the one whom fell for her.LOL, i was so embaressed but during the time i liked her there was another with so much more guts than me also chasing after her, not long after i gave up.Haiz i am such a wimp. </span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> Not long after i gotten over its soon after.And afterwards i thought that i'm over all this girl liking but it never ended afterwards i fell in love during my from 3 year it was with a girl name 'Tham Yeen Sin' and this time i really fell for her with her cute but funny personality,kawaii face and the way she acts it was all such an overwhelming sense of heart burn but also pure enjoyment that has never been felt before in my life.'I Love This Girl' i said to myself and this time its true love i think.But as time passed by i found out that even god forbid me to be with her but i'm leaving out the detail because it just hurts to much.</span><br /><span style="font-family: webdings; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> Now that i'm in a new year a new form and a new life i found another.What do i do this time.Why isist so hard.</span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-85393160632300704202010-03-19T10:02:00.002-03:002010-03-19T10:08:07.047-03:00Coming to an END.......<span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> Holiday going to be over in about 2 day, 2 night haiz==|| back to school so boring la the rutin is always the same.I just wish that everyday in school would be full of excitement just like in an anime, that would be great to see or maybe i should just get myself in a relationship.Nowadays i havent had the feel for love its like i just lost the emotion, what to do except ordinary rutin my entire life as always.Now i really regretted not full filling my childhood.</span><br /></span><br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-size:130%;" >HAIZ=.="'</span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-79386733888195503862010-03-11T06:29:00.003-04:002010-03-11T06:41:24.461-04:00Just Whatever..<span style="font-family: arial; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" > People tend to say I'm sorry every time they make a mistake whether is the worst thing that ever happened or the smallest thing possible and hope that everything is going to be find later, but it wont.People tend to remember that what you did was wrong and be even more mad when you say sorry because your not taking responsibility on your own actions.Why am i babbling on about this is because this happened to me, one of my inconsiderate friend try to pull of the same stunt recently.He did something terrible even though it will make me mad and just said sorry after doing it, so if anyone when you do something wrong don't just apologize make an effort on how to avoid hurting a friends feeling and be hated by it.This is a very good way to strengthen a friendship or maybe a relation.<br /><br /> One more thing to add to it, I'm going to take this opportunity to make an apology to anyone i have lied to in the past or maybe did something bad to so 'I"M SORRY' and i will make it a duty to no let it happen again.Anyone that read this remember hurting a friend on the inside is worst that what ever beating your friend can take.<br /><br /><br />'That's hows Randy. C'SS It'{thanks for reading}</span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-26634077253522921922010-02-13T00:52:00.002-04:002010-02-13T00:56:21.771-04:00Chinese new year...<span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family: arial;">Its almost chinese new year in about 12 hours and i can't wait the food,drinks,friends and the merriement.Omg can't wait so happy.</span></span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-28939796106909970792010-02-06T00:03:00.002-04:002010-02-06T00:08:08.583-04:00Money Money Come Come>>>>>Today was quite fun even though got school because i didn't went instead 4SC1 and a few 4SC2 went to pandan indah to receive awards for our outstanding PMR results.Even though the area was kinda crappy but we still had fun together taking lots of picture and each of us receive something for our hard work RM100.Wakao that's a lot of money especially there's about 60++ of all of us. Yay make menteri pokai haha...Ok im going to be idle for a while due to some circumstances so keep watchin.RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-74092854899094140962010-01-11T02:22:00.002-04:002010-01-11T03:04:35.954-04:00Heaven here comes another angel.<span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">To all who's reading yesterday morning which was 10/01/2010 my childhood friend has passed away due to a heartbreak 'thats what i heard'.After hearing about the news i was shocked.Her name was 'Lim Ying Ying' age 16.Cause of <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">death</span> was unknown to me.But the reason for her death was cause physcologically due to a bad breakup with her boyfriend.<br /><br />I will miss you and i hope <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">heaven</span> have already open up a space for you.Life is like a brief candle.When you go you go for good there is no backtrack to this short life.<br /></span></span></span></span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-32335820864914003032010-01-09T12:12:00.002-04:002010-01-09T12:34:17.737-04:00Crimson Blood Chap 1<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:85%;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-size:85%;">Veriza Academy us a special school that allows human and vampire to live together in secrecy due to the fact that the humans are not aware of their existence.The two kinds are separated by two classes.Night Class for the <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Vampire's which they are extremely beautiful <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">and Morning classes for the <span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Human Students where the girl students live to adore the night class students<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">.The ways they keep the night class separated from the morning student is by a 'Y' shaped bridged build there.Two students from the morning class are put in charge of keeping the peach between classes.They are called guardians, and only they know ecxistence of the vampire race.The two of them used to be victims <span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">of the bad vampires known as LEVEL E<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> they were both found and cared by an ex-vampre hunter named <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);">Kaien <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">whomwas also the chairmen and fonder of the school.The <span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">vampires in this school is not as blood thirsty and those<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"> known as LEVEL E which they are human turned into vampires by sucking their blood.<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">The two guardians of the night and day are <span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">Yuuki Kaien<span style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"> <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">and <span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Zero.<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Both of them have been like siblings since 6 years ago.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-style: italic; font-family: verdana;">This is the beginning of the tale catch me back next week for another chapter here..............Thanks for reading and if yu have any comment on he storyline please leave me a message.</span><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family: times new roman;"></span></span></span></span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-58081681968563768672009-12-29T03:44:00.001-04:002009-12-29T03:44:30.471-04:00Never Fret<p>Ending all of my previous grief because a new year is about to rise and to cover up my past . My new year resolution is this</p> <p>1.Try harder to study</p> <p>2.Erase my pain of a broken heart</p> <p>3.Reducing putting grief tension on friends</p> <p>4.Be more positive on life’</p> <p>5.Many more but haven't think of it yet.</p> RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-22495767002189011202009-12-23T21:22:00.001-04:002009-12-23T21:25:33.114-04:00Todays the day<span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I'm actually scared like shit right now because i am going to get my</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"></span><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">results </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">PMR</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> </span><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">later on and man am i scared.What should i do to relax , man Im so anxious. </span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-36024699322434478922009-11-29T12:30:00.002-04:002009-11-29T12:38:45.677-04:00MidNigHT BlUEs,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,;<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family: times new roman; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">Now is about midnight cannot sleep adn have nothing to do.What else try to blog about something but keep thinking.What?What?What?.....................................Then it hit me maybe talk about myself abit during the holidays.What else to do but to </span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">watch televisyen play some games and maybe go out to KL to take a walk with friends.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Actually now that i typed this it feels kinda idiotic that i am</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">doing this so maybe im not going to say anything.Ha!maybe I'm just a little weird.OK never mind I"m going then thanks for reading.Bye</span></span></span><br /></span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-3372323615571526152009-11-15T07:30:00.003-04:002009-11-15T07:38:34.792-04:002012<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjFiz1DbQ7h9mmWf2U27xPLkC6lJI7LXhyphenhyphen3fDZBiStfmRThd34wUj7hyphenhyphen-nmroUuo4rZpdnyesunV3ojPeVVIEzGajex3VHWusOIghzRPtQTx8TCn-bTIZtd3U5cBHtcdctimd-ep47MD9Q/s1600-h/2012_movie_poster1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 136px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjFiz1DbQ7h9mmWf2U27xPLkC6lJI7LXhyphenhyphen3fDZBiStfmRThd34wUj7hyphenhyphen-nmroUuo4rZpdnyesunV3ojPeVVIEzGajex3VHWusOIghzRPtQTx8TCn-bTIZtd3U5cBHtcdctimd-ep47MD9Q/s200/2012_movie_poster1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5404291545949959346" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: times new roman;">Saw 2012 today and is was a pretty good movie.It showed many emotions in our self and also in other like anger,sadness,grief,laugh,kindness and love.Besides that it also teaches people to take care and to save mother earth while there is still one.Went to leisure mall to see with family and some parts of it was funny also.</span></span><br /><img src="file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/DEATHL%7E1/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot.jpg" alt="" /><img src="file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/DEATHL%7E1/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot-1.jpg" alt="" /><img src="file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/DEATHL%7E1/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot-2.jpg" alt="" />RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-66233956663980147942009-11-05T11:42:00.000-04:002009-11-05T11:54:28.834-04:00Awake till now thinking..?<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >I'm so tired but i cannot fall asleep so thought maybe can blog about it.Recently I've been feeling a pain in my heart which is not going away.The fact that i maybe in love with this person hasn't changed one bit till now.I've been making up some bull crap lies so she might go out with me.I think what i'm trying to do is probably scaring her a bit , i may be coming on a little to hard but what should i do.If anybody reads this and is willing to help me would be much appreciated.Just leave your comment on the Cbox.</span> <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-family:times new roman;" >Afterward I've found out the hardships on getting a job at this young age.Now i understand why people go through, just to get a job striving to get a spot amongst many people in order to live on with the earnings that one might get.Its so hard and now i have gained an understanding towards other people.</span> <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;font-family:times new roman;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Its about to strike twelve midnight and maybe my</span></span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;font-family:times new roman;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"> life can be</span></span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;font-family:times new roman;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">gin a new from th</span></span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRKj13euHdSmOoypW5ZTf3ayeOHeg77hQlsX3cOGwqtJBwE355V5VVZXA1uQ-uAAlWGLqENOb9Ii-Nk-cwrVK6eNGq3UBKoHY-ktXTOE1FpDSNLsyXuhu_aPG5EWQKRS1C8QssSUE_cO0/s1600-h/216620zvqf9pahje.gif"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 177px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRKj13euHdSmOoypW5ZTf3ayeOHeg77hQlsX3cOGwqtJBwE355V5VVZXA1uQ-uAAlWGLqENOb9Ii-Nk-cwrVK6eNGq3UBKoHY-ktXTOE1FpDSNLsyXuhu_aPG5EWQKRS1C8QssSUE_cO0/s200/216620zvqf9pahje.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5400648337166083394" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;font-family:times new roman;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">at time on or will it just stop a</span></span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;font-family:times new roman;" ><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">s soon as the clock strike 12.00A.M.</span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">It has finally come to this..........</span></span></span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-76514385416879684462009-11-03T09:33:00.001-04:002009-11-03T09:37:26.481-04:00Todays activity<span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: lucida grande;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Today i was out searching for a job but found out that most people hiring this days are finding people over 16,17,18,19 years of age.Why is it so cruel.It took me 6 hours to figure out this truth.<span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"></span></span>Today </span><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: lucida grande;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Anyways feeling sad because i ask someone to go out with me but she cannot accompany me..... so sad!!!</span></span></span><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-family: lucida grande; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">boring day,now feeling tired wanting to sleep but cannot.Why must this torture continue on.</span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-57217228330887145282009-10-21T08:34:00.000-03:002009-10-21T08:39:34.599-03:00What else to do?<span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"></span>.<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);"></span></span></span></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">So what now that my PMR is over but i feel uneasy of myself on how i did it.Now its almost holiday and i feel to myself i should carry more responsibility and take up a job.I have ask many friends to help me find one,but im afraid that i will not succeed in my interviews.This merely shows that i have no confident in myself or whoever.I think nothing is real and that all is fake</span></span></span></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">.Does this make me too superficial and ignorent?</span><br /></span></span></span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-6664051262845363402009-07-04T05:44:00.000-03:002009-07-04T05:58:39.447-03:00Hikikomori<span style="font-style: italic; font-family: times new roman; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">I've just stumble onto a new word recently and notice that it can describe a quarter of my personality.Hikikomori is a Japanese word for a not studying,lazy,self conscious,unable to interact with others and always having awkward moments with other.Normally lying to others to cover self lost and also causing problems with own actions.These few days i've been causing myself some problems due to my inability to talk to others.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-family: times new roman; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">Years past and i still been lying to my friends about part of my life to make it seem interesting enough to be with.But there are some problem that a hikikomori poseses that i do not and that is a inabilty to leave or step out into the outside world other than one self house.But still i've cause some people to hate or despice me.The way i talk to others is nt only rude but selfish.I never know how to speak to other or widen my knowledge about other topic.I normally trap myself with televisyen and sleepng as a life choice.but even due to all that i still don't regret my life as yet.Im still setting goals for myself but always unable to fulfill them.My problem now is more than a mere hikikomori lifestyle but something far worst.i need some professional help in this case.Iam a lazy person due to my inabilties i've cause myself a distance with my friends and also ellow classmates.My actions are inescussble.If anyone have this problem that i poses know please find a way to fix it before its too late.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-family: times new roman; color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">In my case i think finding salvation is a bit to late of a choice now.But knowing that this problem might haunt me for the rest of my life i will try my best to cure myself and all my faults before turning to an estimate age of 20.</span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6536587797595788093.post-90764702982555246352009-05-21T09:31:00.000-03:002009-05-21T09:33:43.058-03:001 St PosT<span style="font-style: italic;font-size:85%;" > this is m<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">y second blog.Anyone who see this a</span>nd know me m<span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">ight say why make another your first was a failure.But no i am going to try hard to compl</span>ete this one<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">.So to all luck to myself.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"> LOL.and this is not a joke i repeat this Is not a joke.</span></span>RandyAKAdeathlordhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14901164625114966447noreply@blogger.com0